Paulo Coelho in The Alchemist says, "When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.", but I thought that sentence didn't work with me. I never got what I really wanted and achieved nothing. When I wanted something (dreamt about something), I believed that the universe -and God- would conspire in helping me got it. I was a good prayer, always prayed "God, I want one like that. Amen". Unfortunately nothing happened. So, I would pray again in another time, "God, please...... Show me your way to get it, help me God. Oh, Thou are so kind. Oh, God...... Amen." And once again it didn't work. Never.
I worked hard everyday except Sundays and I hoped I worked smart too, but all my works gained nothing. Nothing means none of something I really dreamt on. Then I realize everything needed time. If one month wasn't enough, then I would wait until one year. If one year wasn't enough, then I would wait until two years, and so on. Everything I've been doing needs patience and maybe that's Paulo Coelho means in his book. I've been trying and trying, sometimes it's hard but I believe I can achieve what I want.
Now, I keep on praying again. But I change the content of my wish: "God, I never understand about life but I know Thou give 'it' to me for not be wasted. Thy path is so hard and unpredictable but one thing I'm sure about: Thou never leave me alone. So God, help me and guide me through my life. Thank Thou because a chance of life that Thou gave. Amen"
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